oh Vivienne, i am so sorry. you spend the whole month looking forward to your day when you get to show and teach and i didn't write it on the calendar. it was today. i forgot to get the snack together and i forgot your show and teach. as a mother there are just times when you want to sit down and cry. i do okay handling your boo-boos and i am pretty solid when you get disappointed by a friend or your sisters. but i feel just awful when i have let you down. i would go so far as to say, i'm heartbroken. i'm sure that this will not be the last time, but i hope that if it happens, it will be as small and inconsequential.